God often reveals my life to me like a panorama. He reminds me of the paths I have walked, the moments I have stumbled, and the times He has lifted me up again. Like a movie preview, He allows me to glimpse the past, helping me recognize His presence in every moment.
There was a time when I found myself sinking into deep despair. The weight of my burdens pressed heavily upon me, making me feel as though I were drowning. No matter how much I prayed, nothing seemed to change. My worries consumed me, and hopelessness crept into my heart. The uncertainty of my situation filled me with fear.
I wondered, “Is God really listening? Why does it feel like He is silent?”
Yet, even in my doubt, I kept turning to Him—I read His Word, I cried out in prayer, and I desperately sought His presence.
Then, in the most unexpected ways, He spoke to me. Through the kindness of a friend, through the lyrics of a worship song, through a gentle whisper in my heart—He reminded me that He had never left my side.
In those moments, He spoke to me clearly:
“Why do you worry? I am working in your life even when you cannot see it. You are called to comfort others, and I am the One who will take care of you.”
“Why do you still doubt My love? I have shown you My grace time and time again. I have carried you through storms before—won’t I do it again? Even now, I am holding you.”
“Do you see your situation as a disaster? My plans are not your plans. I have prepared a future for you, one filled with hope and purpose. So do not be discouraged—pray instead. I love you.”
“Even when life feels overwhelming, my thoughts toward you are of peace, not destruction. Do not be afraid; do not let anxiety take over. Trust in Me. Pray and hold on.”
“I have plans to give you a future and a hope. So do not lose heart—pray, believe, and trust. I love you.”
Holding onto these words, I found the strength to stand again. Though my circumstances did not change overnight, my heart did. The peace of God filled me, reminding me that I was not alone. No matter how weak or broken I felt, He was always with me, guiding me, loving me, and restoring me.
Even now, I choose to walk forward with my hand in His.
Go Eun is a doctoral student at La Sierra University and currently doing her counseling internship. Her daughter is at La Sierra Academy and they are doing this journey of studying abroad together.