Dear Jesus,
I’ve spent a lot of time thinking about that first homecoming so many years ago. I’m sure you did too, as it was always the plan.
God with us.
Emmanuel.
You must have spent so much time planning – the right people, the right time, the right place, the right words. And with all that preparation and planning, were you worried about all of the little things you wouldn’t be able to control once you got here? After all, what is more helpless than a baby? You came fully prepared to depend on humans to care for you until you were old enough to fulfill your purpose.
I find it amazing that you had enough faith in us to come, faith that there would be people who would listen and would love you. It’s even more amazing that you loved us enough to come, knowing how the story would end.
I’ve had my own little homecoming this year, returning to Riverside after almost 20 years living away. When my husband and I decided to make the big move early this year, we knew it was the right decision for us.
But now… I find myself worried about all of the things outside of my control. Life isn’t going the way I expected, and my path isn’t really clear anymore. I could really use some of that “peace that passes understanding” that you promised.
Help me remember that you brought me home for a reason, and then open my eyes to see what that reason is! That would be the best gift I could receive this year.
Fill me with your faith in humanity. Let your love overflow in me always.
Amanda
Amanda Johnston-Escalante is a teacher and musician who grew up in the La Sierra community.